medicine

a HO is asked to do a presentation about acute MI on 8.30am,every HOs in the department and me were there for the specialist.

Hmm,not a good start,she couldn't even draw a nice ECG waves.
and she forgot some leads correspond to the site of infaction.
she started murmuring,was looking for help from her colleagues..

the specialist started yawning...
" semua doctor baru inilah yg dari oversea,mesti pergi travel sana sini masa holiday,tak study baik-baik.i wonder how you all pass your exam?"specialist started rumbling.
"which uni are you from?"(what?!is she talking to me...")....
"Russia,doctor..."everyone was waiting my answer.
after that,the hall back to quiet again..
am i making the atmostphere worse...

"now you can see how your senior perform here ahh,makesure you study properly before you'll meet me next time"....is she warning me?....
i just smiled and nodded my head and better kept quiet..

i wanted to run away,but i know i have to face it.

this event happened in the last few months.

this is still a shock for me,i didn't believe those bad comments about russian graduates

Until i saw a scene like that...

Here we used to say:"chill...don't worry too much"
"skip whenever you don't understand.tomorrow you won't be asked about this question...
don't simply answer,or else your marks will be spoiled...
make your teacher happy,be her favorite student...
Don't worry,seniors have notes and answer for the test..
just memorize the answer and get an excellent mark...
and continue enjoy your life here in Russia.

"we are still learning...HO is just a period of training,after that we will slowly adapt in malaysia lah!Chill man...."
"what you scare of?we can overcome russian language,the largest barrier,the biggest culture shock in life,you think you can't overcome criticism in Msia?"

if you keep telling someone like this,
don't you think you need to stop it?